"Expose yourself to your deepest fear; after that, fear has no power, and the fear of freedom shrinks and vanishes. You are free."- Jim Morrison

My First Fear is dying.

I always ever since I was little was afraid of death. Like some people aren’t scared to die but I am. I always want to know what comes after, I don’t want to live on this Earth and die and that’s it. You live for at most 100 years and you may not be able to serve again in this world and this world may not end and even it if does what comes next. I am the type of person that needs to know what is next. To live on Earth then die raises questions to me. What comes next? Is there afterlife? Will I be with my family? I can say I am very scared.

My Second Fear is being alone.

Coming to college my fear was being alone. I am a very independent person but sometimes I don’t like to be totally alone. In high school I didn’t have much friends. The crazy part is I am very outgoing too. It was just that my town was small and very judgmental. They had their cliques and some people were just so stuck up. So coming to Southern I knew that there I would be united with many, I mean MANY kids from my town and I was nervous. I had the fear I would little bit of friends, would have no one to go to Conn with.

Overcoming my Fears..

I don’t know if I will ever be really to be able to overcome the fear of dying but I know that I will serve a purpose during this lifetime. I will make sure I proud of what I accomplish before I die. Live everyday like it is my last. I overcame being alone because I put myself out there. And I made some of the best friends I ever had. My social group keeps getting bigger and bigger. It crazy to see myself from high school and now. I became friends with kids I went to school with in my town for 6 years and I never talked them till now. I am more myself then I have ever been.